Do I think I'm sexy

I think I can be, like I've never thought of myself as sexy, always the nerd type. you know the whole shpeel, never fitting in, always weird and out of place. thats how I felt. that's how society made me feel. but Idk, maybe I am. like maybe there's someone out there who thinks I'm dead sexy......... nawww.

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Second semester sexiness

well its here, the second semester of my college life and I gotta tell u, its taken forever to get here. with a new semester comes new material to learn, new booty to look and a whole lot more mental sweat. BRING IT BSC!!

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Good listening

I have my personal stash of music that I pull out whenever I'm lounging, doing home work, or even working. I thought id share one song from that stash with u, its from a group called Massive Attack and the name of the song is Protection.

Massive Attack is a british collaboration group that started pumping out the hits back in the late 80's, I like them for there unique sound and display of idea, check the video and listen to it for urself. Mind u, the video is a bit weird. But the song is pretty nice.

Everybody's a blogger nowadays.

It kinda make me wonder if anyone really even cares to read what I have to say. With so much freelance talent out there and so much more quality in other post, I'm sitting happily at the bottom of the blogchain for sure. But that's ok, I'm comfortable there for now, not really trying to get on anyone's talk show or win a Webby. This is my blog, my space, and u know what? It awesome to me.

With that out the way, it seems as though the majority of ppl have a blog in todays time. Everyone's got an idea, everyone's got a perspective, and everyone wants to be heard. So what's the easiest way to do it? Blog. Well, maybe not the easiest but dang freakin close to it. Find urself a legible blogsite if ur not yet savvy with creating HTML on ur own(much like me), and go for broke.

Personally I enjoy blogging, it calms me as I txt or type out my thoughts for all to see. I speak my mind freely here in this space and I mean what I say; complete disclosure on my end. What do u think? Do u blog? Why or why not?

Hey, where the heck you been?!

Yea yea don't drop a kidney stone losers, I'm still here. In sum form or another.

Soooooo. What the frack is up ya'll, I have been away for awhile now, a couple of months and all this schoolin has really, reeeaaally put me off track as far personal blogging goes; I mean jeez my first blog session for the month of April 2010 was like 40 sumthing plus blogs, now college wants to come along and make me the geriatric of bloggers? No maam, I has much on the brain, and much nonsense to follow it. Please believe, I r returned.

What the heck is new with me?

Well let's see, the first semester of college is wrapping up and I'm averaging "A's" and "B's" across the board, I have amassed a colorful cast of ppl whom I would say "yes, they r my friends", and I'm grateful for them. Hmmmmmm, my sex life is and has been on the rocks, its been 1 year 24 days 3 hours and counting as of this posting since I buried the banana and I gotta tell ya, its killing me. Moving on, college so far has been a trip; the stress, the deadlines, the FREAKIN' APA papers that just won't seem to die. All of it, since I started back in May, has given me more insight though. Like I feel more confident that I'm going to graduate everyday, I feel a sense of accomplishment. Like I'm really shaping my future in only 3 or 4 hours a day of class. Nice.

But as with all good things, they must come to an end. THEIR SPLITTING US UP!!!!!! I'm referring to my current group of friends who r all getting split up next semester in other classes which I think is bogus btw. I should draw up a sign and post up outside the school yelling "NO MORE SEPARATION, IGNORE THE HATERATION". Of course id do this up until the point when class would start, then Id go to my class with my sign, and return outside with it to protest afterwards, catching all kinds of looks. Interesting idea, but it will get me booted and I know u would just hate that:D.

Let's see what else? Oh yea, BP sure took their sweet time putting a cap on the leak...... random bit there, ur welcome for that.

Anyway, I'm back and I'm feeling contraversial..... in my pants....... another random bit there, u can have that one I have more:3

Evening kiddies!

Hey its raining..... aaawwkward.... so yea I've been slacking quite a bit lately. Last month I was churning out the hits everyday, this month its like I'm on pause or sumthing, well fellow viewers that's because of the continuosly mentioned events that have been happening this month. U all know by now that college us in the picture, and already I have homework:(, yea I know sad face, but its cool, id much rather get started now than wait and prolong the inevitability of a full-time students work.

Soooooo anyway, got a few things coming up in the future blogs here, u know that company IBM? Of course u do. Well apparently there's sum kind of new tech that their working on that's supposed to eliminate the need for network security specialist, technicians of any repairing kind that is. Also crazy stuff I've found on the old utube and a brand new segment I'm gonna dub "hey eiffel, whatcha eating?" Lol, stay up ppls, DUECES!!

Retro

I've had this vlog in my phone for sum time, I don't even remember when I recorded it. Hmmmm.

Day 1 of college is down!

Sorry about the lateness of this vlog fellow viewers, I've been ultra busy and haven't had any time to just for and post. And the upcoming months r gonna be anything but normal as far as my usual day goes. This video was recorded May 5 as I was leaving school. It was nice, met two fellow IT comrades and my teacher Mrs. Moon was awesome at presenting what the class is about. I'm excited. I feel it all in my liver:3. Keep u posted.

The way I sees it.

Is that I need sum freaking games in my life! It's gonna be crazy now that college is on the horizon but sumwhere between now and next tax season, I'm getting a freaking PS3 and I'm gonna game all say! Yeeeeaaa booooiii!

I'm in!!

So I'm in college now, took the initiative last Friday to step in to bryant and stratton community college, and now today I'm enrolled. An official college student who just gained 24+ points on my sex file and 2900+ points on my geekdom because I'm doing IT. nice. Classes start I'm the 5th, I already fished out $799 bucks for books(financial aid money of course:p), annnnnd, I got a freaking id badge that makes me appear fat from a 37 degree angle. HIIIYAAAA!

College life, coming soon.

So today I went to Bryant and Stratton College to meet with an admissions rep to chat about what the college can offer me, and I gotta tell ya, I think it was the best initiative I've taken in a long time. Aside from my representative being pure eye candy I was able to keep my eyes away from her open breast long enough to soak up what she was telling about the curriculum of my choice, which is IT.

A lot of info to process but nuthins finalized. But the first step has been taken in a good direction. Keep u posted.

I'M FEELING LIKE KING KONG IN HIS PRIME

because today snitches, I passed my Asvab. Just found out the scores, got a 64, passing was 50:) that means a genius!! Lol not really but it does signify a great moment in my life. A moment that has evaded me 4 times in the past. As Sam Cook once said, "its been long time coming, but a change is gonna come." And it has. It starts and ends with me. HOOAHH!

It's done. Finally.

I took my Asvab today and I'm well satisfied to say that I feel I did pretty good. I won't know my score until tomorrow but I'm feeling pretty good about it.

Disappointments.

Things happen. Maybe it wasn't the right time. Don't rush these things. These r all the sayings we hear all the time when it comes to things being postponed or set back. We try our best to deal with setbacks as best we can, sum can handle and upset more than others, others give up. Like today for example, I was supposed to go down an take my Asvab test. Now because of a setback my test has been postponed until Thursday. Nice. A test I've been studying for 2 years and failed 4 times. A test that will not only change my life but change who's in my life, my surroundings, me entirely. And yet here I am. Still sitting in my room. Trying to deal with it.

But in hind site, I have a lot to contribute to this set. It's giving me more time to familiarize myself with what I'm testing on. I have experience of my past to my advantage this go around. No more mistakes. This Thursday it is. I'll be ready.

Today, I test!

It's on baby!!!

I remember a time....

Ah memories, don't u just luv them.(sarcasm)

Good Readings

Believe it or not, I luv good reading material, every now and then ill stumble upon sumthing that makes me reminise of my childhood and how I used to imagine I was in sum awesome fantasy world. Go ahead and laugh, its ok. Anyway I just so happen to stumble across such a medium in the form of a digital comic. One by the name of LAN, thats Light Apprentice Nate for u tech geeks who automatically assumed u knew what the comics about:p. Nate is a young boy raised to fight in the 100-Year War. He's an aspiring Light Knight that has spent 300 years in a coma, awoken by the blueling wizard TLOB, the secrets of NATE’s past remain shrouded. Brazilian-born artist IGOR NORONHA ( ZUDA COMICS’ SIDEWISE) blends comics and animation in his first creator-owned work for mobiles! The story sounds serious but its not. Humor abounds in this comic and it already has me hooked to its narrative. I enjoyed the issue #0 as it found Nate traversing a cavern that was once a giant insect, he comes upon an prisoner who's being held captive by an orge. I won't spoil the rest but just know I recommend it for the casual reader and for though who just luv fantasy and adventure comics. http://tlobstudios.com/

My fav soundtracks 1

Now that I got my HTC hero, the days of  me going out to buy cd music has become obsolete. I can download to my hearts content, as long as my memory holds up. But now that I hold a fancy piece of equipment I can't forget the good old days of compact disk. So, to honor cd's I've compiled a top 4 of my own personal stash. These albums were bought at difficult times in my life, and hold much my moods fluctuated during those times. So let's get in it then.

First up is the Afro Samurai soundtrack. A short lived Cartoon Network stink that had sum serious action and serious music. The soundtrack was crafted by Rza (the pronounced Riza) of the Wu Tang Clan, a rap group from the early 90's, it feature mainly rap with classic Wu Tang sound and influence that coincides with the action on the show. Lots of blood, lots of cursing, and Samuel L. Jackson as the Afro Samurai. I luv it always. However I recommend the clean version.

Next is a band called La'arc en ciel, a Japanese group who's one of the greatest band ever assembled across seas their album is entitled simply Smile, a mixture of rock and dominated mellow tunes, track numbers 2 and 8 always get me wanting to bench press sumthing, a house, a dog, anything within reach.

We all know Metal Gear...... ok maybe not, but if u had a Playstation 1 back in 98, then u at least heard about Metal Gear Solid. And action espionage title launch under the game company Konomi. The soundtrack is filled with spy/action/ instrumentals that r as beautiful as this game was when it released all thoughs years ago.

Lastly is a soundtrack that many ppl may not get until they actually sit down and listen to it. From the anime Samurai Champloo comes 2 albums, I have the second called Playlist Music Record 2. It combines sum Japanese hip hop with instrumental beats of the urban kind. Mellow tones, beats that make u bob ur head without even thinking about it. Also check out an artist named Nujabes, he's got flow. 

Tomorrow I test.

In exactly 18 hours from this post, ill be testing at Fort Lee for the Army. I'm ready, been at this test 4 times already, this'll be the 5th and I ain't losing this time. I'm ready.

Off to work. Again.

So come to find out, I hate working.